I just wanted to lose myself in you, and I did. You became my life my world and simply put my all. In my mind I could not even think of myself anymore without you in my life. In finding you I lost myself.   I never understood why this is something you could not do. When everything I do revolves around you, you seem to have a world where I don’t even exist.   It took me some time to realize that I was the one who was wrong. They say that we should not just live for oursel...

i just broke up with my girl today. It kinda hurts since i still love her. but i just cant deal with all the paranoia! i know i did some things in the past that i shouldnt have done, things that hurt her, but ever since the day i told her i have been loyal to her. there isnt a week that she doesnt bring up my past mistakes. it got worse when i started working again. Whenever i meet a girl at work she will start this fight about me wanting to leave her for someone new. I dont know what to ...

Though I am a great believer in the golden rule. There are times in a person’s life when one has to take advantage of others. For one reason or another, there are points in a person’s life that there is very little choice, where one as to choose between achieving ones goals or letting go of the opportunity. I guess it all comes down to two things, is it more important for me to achieve my goals right now, or is the person I have a relationship with more important to me. In our life we cr...

Im a very choosy person. i know what i want but i can adapt. Now here are what im mostly looking for in a person, as the title says my turn ons.(what turns me on about other people.) 1. Attractiveness: what else is the first thing we see about a person. this is what makes me want to get to know a person. 2. Intelligence: If the person turns out to be a total bonehead, well maybe id go out with her for a few weeks. the relationship wont last though. i want a person who can stimulate...

This state of affairs truly baffles me, considering I generally loathe such common internet pastimes as instant messaging and online chat rooms, and have never once blogged in my life or, for that matter, have never even considered engaging in the act of blogging. For those who don't know it and have not yet succumbed to its wiles, Friendster is a web site still in its beta trial version, having been launched only in March 2003, but now boasting close to three million users. Originally intend...